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Creating for something other then myself	[Nov. 20th, 2009\|01:07 am]
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=140361207381&_trkparms=tab%3DSelling http://www.etsy.com/shop/Tormamalas?ga_search_query=tormamalas&ga_search_type=seller_usernames As part of my practice i search for ways to make a real difference in reducing the suffering of others. i came across the Tibetan Nuns Project a while back ago. I have set out to combine my artistic talents with a worthy cause. i would love for you to team with me in this effort. The Tibetan Nuns Project was founded over two decades ago to provide education and humanitarian aid for nuns in exile from Tibet and Himalayan regions of India. The Project provides facilities and programs to educate, empower, and improve the status of ordained Tibetan women. The Tibetan Nuns Project is dedicated to: Improving standards of food, sanitation, medical care, and education in Tibetan nunneries Working towards future self-sufficiency through educational and training opportunities Training nuns to take leadership and service roles within their communities Improving the level and status of ordained Buddhist women Assisting recently arrived refugee nuns from Tibet Continuing to establish further facilities for Buddhist nuns With your help, "Torma malas by Rinchen" will be able to assist the Tibetan Nuns Project in sponsoring one nun ($360.00) and one teacher for one year ($1500.00). My target goal is $1860.00 US dollars. 100% of this sale will go to the Tibetan Nuns Project. Namaste Rinchen
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Put my truck up for sale	[Aug. 24th, 2009\|08:29 pm]
Put my truck up for sale today.... kinda feels weird.... but i need something easier to drive and smaller to manuvour... I will sell it and then head to NC to buy my vehicle.. Southern cars rock... no rust lol
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Another painful loss	[Aug. 18th, 2009\|04:26 pm]
i am saddened today to hear of Jack McGeorges passing. Two losses so close together.... May i be mindful of the needs of others... may i show compassion for their loss.. and provide loving support for those left behind.. in loving memory of both gary and Mr. McGeorge slave ziggy TS
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Chapter 2 completed	[Aug. 17th, 2009\|05:04 pm]
Well things are moving along today. Aside form the usual household chores chapter 2 was completed to day.. Interestingly i found a program that reads what i write and is exrremely helpful. I am able to check for not just content but also flow from one idea to another. If you have written before, you know after awhile you read what you think is on paper rather then what is actually there...smiles. This way i have an inpartial reader....its rather cool but i will need to change up readers every once in a while... In addition, i was wondering if there is a support group for blackberry users. M got one for me and i am hooked..... i think it might be developing an unhealthy relationship.. hmmmm who knew? z
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The Loss of a brother	[Aug. 16th, 2009\|07:58 pm]
This last week has been hard. Tuesday, a leather brother died unexpectedly. It still doesnt feel real and i think that fridays memorial service will bring it all into reality. He just turned 40... His club brothers are still as stunned as i and who knows how we will all process this. Right now there is alot of energy focused on getting things ready for the sevice. WE were able to do something really wonderful. At the clubs bar night we did some awsome fund raising.. the boys sold raffle tickets, i boot blacked and LE did this really kewl chinese auction tthing that made 762.00 in like 7 mins.. for a nites total of 2800.00 is less than 4 hours.. Utterly amazing. i am so amazed last night, people who dont even know gary helped to make it possible for his club brothers to give him a finally send off... a celibration of life... I am sure it happens in other communities but the leather/gay community really seems to be open to helping... who knows maybe because people still remember the loss of so many to the AIDS crisis of the late 80s early 90s. One thing i wanted to share with those who read my journal... PLEASE PLEASE.. make a WILL... have advanced care directives. and with all of that please have something that shares your final wishes. If you travel for work please have an id card with you with next of kin, lover or friend in your wallet or purse.... its just that important to those who are charged with caring for you... some states will not honor anything said to another person.. it has to be in writing.. This is so very important especially those who are in alternative lifestyles. I dont want to get on a soap box but just please look into it. if you are married review whatever you have to make sure if there is any thing that has changed. A friend of a farmer says. "bill how come you dont patch datt hole in yar roof?" 'Well jim" the farmer says. " when the sun is shining ther be no need to fix er. and when its rains i can't fix 'er. He shrugged. It doesnt seem important now but it will be to someone you love later... IN MEMORY OF GARY. z
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one more thing off my bucket list	[Aug. 4th, 2009\|10:14 pm]
The garden is going strong.. Mistress was threatening to put out a vegitable stand out front.... lol its common here but personally i would rather just give it away to those who needs it... Other than that i have been spending my time writing my book... i am pretty close to its first go around for editing. I never thought i would do this. I remember when i was yonger i had this idea i would write a book but never thought i would actually do it.. now here it is i am 45 and writing a book lol. Even if it doesnt get published it will be one more thing off my bucket list.. I may also be heading to Canada in Oct to show my art work... guess its time for me to do some of the things i have been wanting to do for myself.....
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Garden update	[Jul. 19th, 2009\|10:20 pm]
Can you believe it i am working in the garden and she is reading a book,,,hmmm it must be a master slave thing ... lol
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Can we be done already	[Jul. 7th, 2009\|05:16 pm]
OK so here goes I grew up listening to MJ and yes he produced some really good music and he did alot for black musicians... he showed that music has to be a business or you end up with nothing. He also contributed to charities... not to mention other things i am sure he did in his lifetime. But come on people...He was a drug seeking junkie who even though wasnt convictied had inappropriate relationships with young boys... and we are celibrating him as if he was some sort of hero.. i just cant get on the band wagon.. Just the day before his death people were still being beaten and jailed for protesting the election in Iraq. MJ dies and people turns a blind eye. Of course any loss is a loss but its interesting how we canonize people when there is so much other stuff going on in the world. I had the oddest conversation with my birth mother today. She IMed me saying hello and then went right in to a liteny of how its not to late for me to accept Jesus Christ as my personal savior and accept the scriputer as the one true path to the Lord. He will take all my pain..................the end is near..she says and there is no time to wait. I guess i could wright it off and could have just move on but i couldnt...i told her that i was sorry that i could not do that... because that is not my belief nor is it my spiritual path.... it went down hill from there... she ended up leaving the conversation and afterwards i thought about the interaction. i have never believed as was expected i do have a spiritual life that is very personal to me and my witnessing is done through how i live my life, not what i say i believe. Although i may not believe as others do i have always respected and celibrated their path... belief in some greater ideal than ourselves is never a bad thing. And if that belief system helps to make us better people in the world then it can never be a bad thing.. Ease up Mom Anyway that was and odd and very ackward situation.. still love my moms no matter what and i hope she feels the same... z
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Getting through it and other stuff	[Jun. 30th, 2009\|05:50 pm]
Well its day 8 and i am back among the living... no seriously no cravings and feeling good..i know that i have a ways to go but right now its all good. I got alot of house work done today and began the process of clearing out my closets. Remember in an earlier journal entry i talked about; Exactly what is it that i really need and what can i let go of? I have also asked Mistress to help me practice object impermanance.. she will select one item for me to give away.. A little different than what i have been doing because it means i have no control over what it is i am to give away.. The hope is that i loosen my attatchment to things. The nature of cause and effect will hopefully reveal a detachment to out comes.... Someone who plans and plans and plans so that things get done it has become evident that i am overly attatched to out comes. Its ok if the outcome is good but not so good if the out come is not lol. i suspect this will help me in other areas of my life. i had a nice long conversation with my former Mistress and the topic of hidden disabilities came up... i maybe leading a round table discussion at the master slave conferance. It is interesting to me.. on one hand we are a community full of people spouting on and on about diversity and acceptance while at the same time excluding and negating people with in play and relationships if they have challenges both physicaly and emotionally. i dont think its wide spread but if it happens to you it can really kick you in the tummy... Anyway it was a good conversation and i think the round table will be good I also have to set to paper my thoughts on ethical slavery.. Its another class i am presenting at the conferance... i look forward to writing it...because i have never heard anyone talk about it.. Not in terms of what is ethical and what is not but more to help slave define their own ethical standards. it should be interesting... any input from those of you reading my JEplease feel free to drop me a note. I also managed to make some changes on my website... thank you Sir Tia. The va help me with a site building program and although my site is dont in yahoo i hope that i can learn the program the sent me. It would be kewl if it were a little more professional looking. (www.savage-art-by-z.com) if you care to peek lol. Ok i am off to finish my chores
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Seeing the light of day	[Jun. 28th, 2009\|03:42 pm]
Well its day 7 and i am FINALLY feeling human again.... no more nausia, and that sort of head spinning that comes from to much nicotine in my system.... It will be another week before its at levels i can start behavioral modifitaction... ( doing it now just meaning when i will notice a shift) I tell you its nice to feel better and more like my old self... whatever that means lol.. Its what i call a soft day today ... raining off and on... not to terribly hot but rather humid.. I have been wanting to spend some down time with Mistress and we are finally gettting it.. both kicking back and reading together. without the idea that we both have a gazillion things to do.... Mistress and i used to do this once or twice a week.. no tv no phone or distraction just sitting still with each other... Its nice to be able to spend time with someone whom you dont have to fill the space with noise.. if that makes sense... I also believe this is part of our recharging time.. where we can connect about the weeks end and the one beginning. Anyway i am grateful for the time with her... Drummer is doing well with his training... he and i are to spend 120 hours working together in various situlation to see how well he responds... i guess i feel confident in him because since he was a little pup i have been taking him with me places and so i think he is doing well and i think he will pass this portion of his exams... None the less i cant be cocky.. i dont know the person testing up in sept so i really need to make sure he has the right training at this phase. The garden is bustin out... the place have taken root and i am grateful for all the rain we have been getting. It sure saves on the water bill... next year i plan to make a few rain barrals to that i can trap even more water for the garden... i read something the other day that has had me thinking... "There is a time to meet and a time to part" It seems to be the reality of life in general. A sort of imperminance. The catch is that we want things to last.... relationships... jobs... good times.... happiness... and most of all our lives. We will exhaust all measures to stay young and beautiful but the the truth is that we will all grow old and die... There seems to be no controlling that. i remember waking up that June morning NOT thinking today i will go into cardiac arrest... or that i will get in an accident that would cause me to almost not be able to ever walk again... It kinda reminds me of the Tsunami that hit india 3 or so years ago... people were on vacation.... the rich the poor the Tsunami didnt discriminated, neither does death. So what has taken me to this morbide place....? Well a few things.... one this feeling that i have to stop smoking and how awful i feel even though i am off the patch..... but when i really pay attention i dont really feel that bad all the time, it comes in waves.... just as sure as it will come it will also go....the key is to look at the moments that i feel bad.... really focus on it because that is when i will be mindful that there is a shift.. Ok so that is one part.... the other part is that Mistress and i have been talking long term housing ( we live in a three story house and really want a one story) We jokingly talk about the ammount of stuff we have... most of it is stored in different places.. Why... why so much stuff.... is it comforting or does it go much deeper... I think we can all remember a time when we had very little and all though it might have be hard, for me it was uncomplicated. Just want i needed and no more and no less... Having an uncomplicated life is what i think most of us want.. but many including myself carry a heavy burden of thinking that if i had more we would be happier..... better car.... better house..... more money.....thinner.. more fit... and of course less stress.. We may get lucky and get all of those things but as soon as they are here and we have secured happiness... it goes..... and tends to be replaced with an even higher dose of stress... now what.... ok i digress... We have been taught by our culture the path to happiness is to ... work.... and work, to obtain things.. then work some more to keep them.. save save save for that rainy day,,,, and then at some point i will be happy,,, untill i want more... more work more things equals more happiness and so the cycle goes on.. What if... acceptance of the reality that "more" doesnt lead to lasting happiness but rather it leads to fear, fear that things will change. What if i let go of my posessions i will some how be miserable and unhappy. The fact is is that opposing emotions are like the whether it changes from day to day, week by week.... its incovient and sometimes frustrating if we have big plans but we work with it.. we wait it out until the weather changes so we can go about our plans....we accept the ever changing nature of weather so why can we accept the ever changing nature of life? Back to death and the idea if impermanance...there are some schools of thought that say that if we fantisize about death and its inevitable process and do this regrularly as a form of meditative process, the fear of it will subside. I guess in a strang way, it could be alot like public speaking for someone who is frightened by it.... you practice and practice your speach unil you have it so secured in your minds that the fear is replaced with confidence... If our greatest fear is to die before we have done all we wish to do, then why not meditate on that so that we have fixed in our minds just how precious life is and work to make the best of it.... I guess this is one way to work with the idea of impermanence. The other is generosity of spirit..... Imagine the tsunami again... it distoryed homes, temples officess food stores and killed almost three million people.. If you were there living on those islands or better yet imagine your house burning down... every one out ok.... you stand and watch and all of your posessions burn...... what would you replace....first.... would you use all of the insurance money to replace everything you lost ?( or try) Or would you only buy what you needed, i mean what you really needed..... would you know the differance between what you need and what you want? That is a hard one for me. i am a pack rat,,,, and i wanna know why lol. What is not being filled that i think could be filled with stuff... i might need it, is an excuse for an unquencable thirst. Hmmmm something to explore... I think a house fire is a little drastic and i dont recommend it as a lesson learning process.. But what i am thinking about is how i can begin to practice object imperminance by going though my things and if there is an opportunity to give them away to someone who could use them or gain pleasure from them then shouldnt i do that a little at a time. This seems a natural way to practice both generosity of spirit and object impermanance... freecycle is a good way to do that... the idea is to give without expecting anything in return. Making others happy or be helpful in the giving. I am not saying give up everything you own.. but what if something drastic happened and you lost everything? Honestly we live in a capitalistic culture.... so its rather unrealistic to think we would be ok with nothing but a bowl and a change of underwear lol ... but the idea of simplifying our lives by letting go of our over attachment to things might be the way to this simplification and the acceptance of inevitable change.
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Withdraw hell update	[Jun. 25th, 2009\|10:26 pm]
So i am like, on day five and still cant get off the couch without feeling like i am going to fall over.. same ole same ole nausia vomiting fush feeling and all that crap..... said " UNCLE" I give....... so i called my priary care doc went it and did blood work, my blood pressure was down and as a result of the patches i was exeriencing nicatine poisoning...... good god in heaven... it seems i cant win this round..... anyway it will take a few days for the nicitine levels to lower enough for me to use the lozenges.. But she warned me that will feel off for the next few days and its really important i dont start smoking again..... no worries.... So, lesson learned? The patch is a good it works probably the best besides the perscription part of quiting but you really have to be sure of exactly how much you are actually smoking so that the dosage is right..... my dosage was right but i guess my body in conjuction with other meds i am on made it difficult for my body to process it so things got out of wack.. But i am atleast glad i know i am not dying lol....... On ward to week two......
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The concept of one.	[Jun. 24th, 2009\|10:33 pm]
i have been exploring the idea of how differant we are with in relationship... relationships of all kinds.. Every aspect of our lives is spent catigorizing people.... "those people" People who work verses people who do not People who are leather and people who are not Good people verses bad people Masters are so differant than slaves People who are kinky verses people who acceept Master and slave as if it were religion People who are logical verse people who are emotion base and the list goes on and on and on.. We even go so far as to put ourselves above others. There is us and then there is them.... Where exactly does that come from? The need for "i" is the manifestation of ego... ego sets us appart from others. What would happen if we addopted a more singular approach to how we view the world... I recently was talking to a friend who is having some difficulties in her relationship. I sat and listened to her and she poured her heart out. She loves her partner but they are at an empass. A trust was broken by her and they both want to work it out but have no idea how to get there from here. Her comments and distress was about how different they are.. she is emotional and he is logical the both exersise their fear demon through these modalities... We talked about the singlar approach to viewing each other. i think alot of times we see us so differantly than others around us but infact i feel we are all the same.. i dont know how many times i have heard " we just need differnant things" and where this may be true on some levels i believe for the most part it is a deceptive statement. I believe that we are all the same. we all want security, some sort of loving intimate relationship, we want to belong, and we want to believe that we live for a greater purpose. ( kids, religous beliefs, our partners )... so on and so forth) The differance comes in how we get those needs met. How we opperate..... our internal opporating system.. This opperating system is based on our experiences.. specificly those experiences that have a possitive out come for getting our needs met. No matter how maladaptive it may look to others as long as it works we will continue to operate in our own specific way. in difficult situations i revert back to my basic opportating. If my experience is that i operate out of fear i will act fearful..... that may include running from a relationship when fear is triggered... it may look like shutting down, blocking out or denial all together....or it may appear to look like logic. " You lied how can it trust you again?" This is a true statement but want are you afraid of that you cant allow emotion/ compassion come through so that there is a chance to heal this hurt? When i see even the most angry of people, i invision myself as them..... we are not so differant but how we opportate may might be.... but if i see them as me it opens me up for patience and compassion. It allows me to be still and listen... it allows me to be open to what is beneith the anger.... . Knowing that anger is fear based and knowing that i too have the ability to be afraid and i know when i am agery i am expressing fear. Retail is a good example of this concept.... the angery consumer.. he has bought an item and he has paid as much as he could.. takes it home and its doesnt work... he is mad ... he shouts and tries to draw me into his anger.... i am not above anger but i realize that his fear is that he will not get to replace his item, or he is afraid of being ripped off. I know this because i can see myself in him.. And although my operating system is different from his, our needs are the same.... i listen to him quietly and calmly until he is ready to hear that i will help him, to subside his fears and meet his need. In relationships, even in M/s i believe there is greater potiential for fear. Our disire to couple with someone who accepts us even as kinky and twisted as some people would think. Each side of the power dynamic has to give up a level of freedom to foster any form of the dynamic. Master has to be willing to master and slave has to be willing to submit... we do so because it meets a need. The trip up i believes is in seeing us so differant from our partners in D/s...... " i just dont get the inner workings of a slave." i believe we are the same, it is our opperating systems are what are differant... Even though these opporating systems are differant the ying and yang approach must be compatable. No matter how differant we see ourselves from our dominant or submissive partner what we need as our basic needs are very much the same... Through understanding and accepting this idea i wounder if we might be able to enact a level of patience and compassion that is authentic.... " i am not listening until you shut up and i can jump in with my own ideas, Because no matter what you are not going to get it, how can you you are not me......" but you are me and we are very much the same on an intrinsice level. So to my friend i encouraged her to see how similar she is to her owner but how they get to their needs might be the only thing that is differant... seeing this and taking it to heart might be the differance between them surrviving this and them not. i hope they are able to grow closer through this and not appart. Thanks for the read.
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Look what i found	[Jun. 24th, 2009\|07:28 pm]
Look what i found ..........in hell lol Inspired by a really good friend
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The path to hell and back	[Jun. 24th, 2009\|05:24 pm]
Well Sunday morning i woke up and made the choice to stop smoking. I have done it before with little or no distress. This time NOT so lucky. I am sure that my friends will say " good for you" i am happy with the choice and know it will be the best all the way around but it is not going as smoothly as i had thought. I realize its an addiction of sorts... well ok it is an addiction and i am addicted. Some say its the first step in the process of getting clean, sober or whatever else you might choose to call it. The process is still new and i realize it will take some time to get through it. First battling the physical addiction and then the mental addition. To be honest the mental addiction will take much longer but right now the physical withdraws suck I am using a patch 21mg for two weeks but i can tell you that although i am getting the nicitine i feel bad really bad.. Nausia, shaky, headache and the list goes on, They say that this can last up to two weeks... hmmm either it gets to be to much and i give up or it concretes the fact that i dont ever what to feel this way again. Either way i am in it and committed but i accept that i will need encouragement and support. So on the forth day of my withdraw.. it is what it is and i am practicing patience, radical acceptance and a dose of self compassion...
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To a loving Mistress from a grateful slave	[Jun. 6th, 2009\|08:04 pm]
Well i finally finished my gift to Mistress... Yippy Thank you to all my friends for their loving encouragement
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Spring just around the corner	[Mar. 14th, 2009\|09:27 am]
Warm days and cold nights the weather in Rochester is a mix bag of tricks but i suspect that spring is just around the corner... I dont know about other people but i really like winter...watching the snow fall from inside a warm and comfy home... and then there is the reality of having to be out in it. I do however realize that i very much like the change in seasons here that we didnt have as distinctly in NC. Things here are really coming along. In the last month we have up graded our kitchen appliances , put in a gass line and done some electrical work. Next comes putting in the base boards. we have been here for almost two years ... its time.. smiles... I am hoping to have it all done this summer and to have new countertops.. but we will see... best layed plans and all that rot. MAsT is going well...after a tense start i think the group is coming together. After months of chatting with the Main BDSM group here they have invited the group to one of their play parties... very kewl.. its a long story but lets just say the SM group and the MasT group memebers have not always had the best relationship with one another.. Its my hope that some of that is on the mends. SJW wow just around the corner... i have been doing alot of thinking about classes and what not.. i set out with the goal this year to provide some sort of work sheet or actual expersises that the attendees can take with them as a referance to some of my classes... I feel that practical appliation can be more educational. One of the classes loss and uncollaring got a face life so to speak but when i looked at the page count of the essay i about stroked out lol. I like giving that class its just as healing for me each time i give it. But something came up last year concerning abusive relationships and D/s relationships. And as i got to thinking about identifying abuse in D/s defies all the normal parameters of abuse. So i took some time to write out some thoughts on how i define abuse in D/s. So i think i will offer a link or something that if people are interested they can read it if they want. Needless to say i am excited about SJW this year Drummer ( my real dog) and i started training this past week.. after over a year of waiting for the veterans administration to get their crap together. At the end of the month we will have our first phase testing the CGC and TDI and from there we'll go on to the public access portion Tht is the easy part.... teaching a dog service skills for what i need of him is going to be a challenge for sure.. Drummer is a bit stubborn ( like daddy like son i guess) I entered my very first show last month . Each year for the last 15 years the VA puts on a national veterans art festival and M encouraged me to enter one of my new pieces.... i did and much to my suprise i won.. yeah right? lol from here the work goes to dallas tx for the national judging... kinda kewl and really dont mind if i dont win.. It was more a matter of putting it out there and seeing how that all feels... i also entered an erotic art festival here in Rochester and still waiting to see if my work is even made the cut. Again, not all that invested in wining but just to put myself out there. I am hoping to have my own show by the end of the year.... SOMEONE mark your callender lol The book.... i am half way there and hope to be done by 2010...... writing a lifestyle book is harder than i thought it would be....but its all good. Well, time for more coffee z
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A falcons flight to love	[Nov. 4th, 2008\|09:37 am]
This is the poem i wrote for Mistress to read at our wedding “A falcon’s flight to love” The wind has a voice that beckons me. Wings out stretched, I am lifted into flight as I answer that call. Gliding on gentle winds that cradle me from the ground, which also beckons me. I survey both the harsh land and the gentle sky. I am pulled between these two worlds. The land, with it rolling hills, jagged rock and soft grasses, offers me those things that nourish my body. The wind, with its ever-changing nature, and unpredictable dangers, leads me to places unknown, but feeds my spirit. As I survey the land from the sky above, I see there, standing a hand out reached, waiting and still.. It is nothing I had ever seen before. I come closer with caution and curiosity. Hair, like wheat grass in late autumn, eyes like the sky I love. I am drawn to her as I am drawn into to flight. She offers me a strong steady perch upon her gloved hand. She speaks to me as if we have been connected all this time; since the beginning of time. She tethers me and yet I do not feel trapped. She covers my eyes and yet I do not feel blind. I am bound to her but I do not feel the pain of capture. She is the middle of both worlds and yet I do not fear her. She takes nothing and yet gives to me a place to land and be still; to be challenged and to be whole She knows the world is for all of us, a duality and yet does not work to clip my wings nor deny me the calling of the wind. For her, I have an ever-lasting loyalty, love and contentment in this home with her. I serve her and protect her. She is my heart and lives within my spirit. She is my home and my safe place. My flight is for her, as is my return. She is the one my spirit calls Master. The day that these two spirits are connected 12 noon, November 1, 2008 Niagara- on –the- lake Canada ON
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Hitched, married and all that rot	[Nov. 2nd, 2008\|06:06 pm]
Just got back from a fabulous weekend with Mistress. 4 days at niagara-on-the-lake in canada..... for those who dont know Mistress and i got married. over the weekend . photos forthcomining It was sooooo amazing.... i am headed to put the house back in order.... so i will write more later.... Thank you all who wrote me with well wishes and what not......... hugs and stuff zed
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OK i will make an honest effort	[Oct. 28th, 2008\|09:57 am]
so here i am with this account on live journal and rarely use it so thought i would make an honest effort to keep things up.. ' old dog new tricks" kinda ideas i journal to Mistress and that seems to be my mode of communication but i rarely post here .. but i guess i can give it a try and see how it works for me.. slave ziggy
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GETTING MARRIED	[Oct. 28th, 2008\|09:45 am]
Yes its true... Mistess and i will be traveling to Canada to get married this weekend NOV 1,2008. I was shocked when she asked me as we had never realy considered it. As many of you know Mistress and i lived in the south and hell will freeze over before they recognize same sex marriage. But moving here to NY things are changing.. The state now recongnizes samesex marriages leagly binding from other states.... I dont think that i could be more committed to Mistress than we already are but i believe at this juncture it takes us to a new level and offers us the pertection afforded other married couples. All practicalities aside, i am excited to have this opportunity.. but still dont know how to react...i am happy but it all seems so surreal...the other odd thing is that Mistress is handling everything... and its all to be a suprise... how odd that feels when for the most part i am the one making arrangments for travel and all.. but i am ok with relaxing and enjoy the ride// z
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